Friday, December 18, 2009

Christmas

I've been searching through Christmas stories for about 2 hours now. On Sunday we will be sharing Christmas stories with the young women at church. To go along with the Christmas story, I am supposed to have an ornament for each girl. I love the idea. I'm trying to find the perfect story. So far, I haven't found it.

I've read stories everyone knows. I've read sappy, funny, and fairly stupid stories. I've searched relatives blogs, Christmas books filled with stories, and of course I've googled. What Christmas story should I share? I realize that the girls may not remember what I share with them, but the possibility is there.

My two favorite Christmas stories are entirely too long to share in the setting we have at church: "The Gift of the Magi" and "The Littlest Angel."

I've thought about writing the story of my favorite Christmas. Maybe I'll attempt that. But what if it ends up like most of my unposted blog entries- a mess of unorganized thoughts without conclusions?

Maybe I'll start it right now.

Ok. I just wrote 4 paragraphs. I erased them. I found the story I'm going to use.

The Christmas Truce

By Aaron Shepard

Christmas Day, 1914

My dear sister Janet,

It is 2:00 in the morning and most of our men are asleep in their dugouts—yet I could not sleep myself before writing to you of the wonderful events of Christmas Eve. In truth, what happened seems almost like a fairy tale, and if I hadn’t been through it myself, I would scarce believe it. Just imagine: While you and the family sang carols before the fire there in London, I did the same with enemy soldiers here on the battlefields of France!

As I wrote before, there has been little serious fighting of late. The first battles of the war left so many dead that both sides have held back until replacements could come from home. So we have mostly stayed in our trenches and waited.

But what a terrible waiting it has been! Knowing that any moment an artillery shell might land and explode beside us in the trench, killing or maiming several men. And in daylight not daring to lift our heads above ground, for fear of a sniper’s bullet.

And the rain—it has fallen almost daily. Of course, it collects right in our trenches, where we must bail it out with pots and pans. And with the rain has come mud—a good foot or more deep. It splatters and cakes everything, and constantly sucks at our boots. One new recruit got his feet stuck in it, and then his hands too when he tried to get out—just like in that American story of the tar baby!

Through all this, we couldn’t help feeling curious about the German soldiers across the way. After all, they faced the same dangers we did, and slogged about in the same muck. What’s more, their first trench was only 50 yards from ours. Between us lay No Man’s Land, bordered on both sides by barbed wire—yet they were close enough we sometimes heard their voices.

Of course, we hated them when they killed our friends. But other times, we joked about them and almost felt we had something in common. And now it seems they felt the same.

Just yesterday morning—Christmas Eve Day—we had our first good freeze. Cold as we were, we welcomed it, because at least the mud froze solid. Everything was tinged white with frost, while a bright sun shone over all. Perfect Christmas weather.

During the day, there was little shelling or rifle fire from either side. And as darkness fell on our Christmas Eve, the shooting stopped entirely. Our first complete silence in months! We hoped it might promise a peaceful holiday, but we didn’t count on it. We’d been told the Germans might attack and try to catch us off guard.

I went to the dugout to rest, and lying on my cot, I must have drifted asleep. All at once my friend John was shaking me awake, saying, “Come and see! See what the Germans are doing!” I grabbed my rifle, stumbled out into the trench, and stuck my head cautiously above the sandbags.

I never hope to see a stranger and more lovely sight. Clusters of tiny lights were shining all along the German line, left and right as far as the eye could see.

“What is it?” I asked in bewilderment, and John answered, “Christmas trees!”

And so it was. The Germans had placed Christmas trees in front of their trenches, lit by candle or lantern like beacons of good will.

And then we heard their voices raised in song.

Stille nacht, heilige nacht . . . .

This carol may not yet be familiar to us in Britain, but John knew it and translated: “Silent night, holy night.” I’ve never heard one lovelier—or more meaningful, in that quiet, clear night, its dark softened by a first-quarter moon.

When the song finished, the men in our trenches applauded. Yes, British soldiers applauding Germans! Then one of our own men started singing, and we all joined in.

The first Nowell, the angel did say . . . .

In truth, we sounded not nearly as good as the Germans, with their fine harmonies. But they responded with enthusiastic applause of their own and then began another.

O Tannenbaum, o Tannenbaum . . . .

Then we replied.

O come all ye faithful . . . .

But this time they joined in, singing the same words in Latin.

Adeste fideles . . . .

British and German harmonizing across No Man’s Land! I would have thought nothing could be more amazing—but what came next was more so.

“English, come over!” we heard one of them shout. “You no shoot, we no shoot.”

There in the trenches, we looked at each other in bewilderment. Then one of us shouted jokingly, “You come over here.”

To our astonishment, we saw two figures rise from the trench, climb over their barbed wire, and advance unprotected across No Man’s Land. One of them called, “Send officer to talk.”

I saw one of our men lift his rifle to the ready, and no doubt others did the same—but our captain called out, “Hold your fire.” Then he climbed out and went to meet the Germans halfway. We heard them talking, and a few minutes later, the captain came back with a German cigar in his mouth!

“We’ve agreed there will be no shooting before midnight tomorrow,” he announced. “But sentries are to remain on duty, and the rest of you, stay alert.”

Across the way, we could make out groups of two or three men starting out of trenches and coming toward us. Then some of us were climbing out too, and in minutes more, there we were in No Man’s Land, over a hundred soldiers and officers of each side, shaking hands with men we’d been trying to kill just hours earlier!

Before long a bonfire was built, and around it we mingled—British khaki and German grey. I must say, the Germans were the better dressed, with fresh uniforms for the holiday.

Only a couple of our men knew German, but more of the Germans knew English. I asked one of them why that was.

“Because many have worked in England!” he said. “Before all this, I was a waiter at the Hotel Cecil. Perhaps I waited on your table!”

“Perhaps you did!” I said, laughing.

He told me he had a girlfriend in London and that the war had interrupted their plans for marriage. I told him, “Don’t worry. We’ll have you beat by Easter, then you can come back and marry the girl.”

He laughed at that. Then he asked if I’d send her a postcard he’d give me later, and I promised I would.

Another German had been a porter at Victoria Station. He showed me a picture of his family back in Munich. His eldest sister was so lovely, I said I should like to meet her someday. He beamed and said he would like that very much and gave me his family’s address.

Even those who could not converse could still exchange gifts—our cigarettes for their cigars, our tea for their coffee, our corned beef for their sausage. Badges and buttons from uniforms changed owners, and one of our lads walked off with the infamous spiked helmet! I myself traded a jackknife for a leather equipment belt—a fine souvenir to show when I get home.

Newspapers too changed hands, and the Germans howled with laughter at ours. They assured us that France was finished and Russia nearly beaten too. We told them that was nonsense, and one of them said, “Well, you believe your newspapers and we’ll believe ours.”

Clearly they are lied to—yet after meeting these men, I wonder how truthful our own newspapers have been. These are not the “savage barbarians” we’ve read so much about. They are men with homes and families, hopes and fears, principles and, yes, love of country. In other words, men like ourselves. Why are we led to believe otherwise?

As it grew late, a few more songs were traded around the fire, and then all joined in for—I am not lying to you—“Auld Lang Syne.” Then we parted with promises to meet again tomorrow, and even some talk of a football match.

I was just starting back to the trenches when an older German clutched my arm. “My God,” he said, “why cannot we have peace and all go home?”

I told him gently, “That you must ask your emperor.”

He looked at me then, searchingly. “Perhaps, my friend. But also we must ask our hearts.”

And so, dear sister, tell me, has there ever been such a Christmas Eve in all history? And what does it all mean, this impossible befriending of enemies?

For the fighting here, of course, it means regrettably little. Decent fellows those soldiers may be, but they follow orders and we do the same. Besides, we are here to stop their army and send it home, and never could we shirk that duty.

Still, one cannot help imagine what would happen if the spirit shown here were caught by the nations of the world. Of course, disputes must always arise. But what if our leaders were to offer well wishes in place of warnings? Songs in place of slurs? Presents in place of reprisals? Would not all war end at once?

All nations say they want peace. Yet on this Christmas morning, I wonder if we want it quite enough.

Your loving brother,
Tom


I found that story thanks to my little brother, Mark. Thanks to my loving brother.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Myth: Writing a blog entry puts you to sleep


So far I've written 2.5 blog entries and erased both. I can't think of anything I want to say and post to my non-existent readers, so I'll put up a picture instead.

This is me in Virginia with the biggest burrito I've ever seen in my life. If the accomplishment of making a burrito that ginormous isn't inspirational, I'm not sure what is. . . at least at 1:06 in the morning.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Firsts

My good friend Sarah Beu Roberts wrote a bit about her "firsts" and her "lasts" according to before she got married and then after she got married. I've had a lot of firsts recently that I would like to share.

Firsts:
Today I taught Young Women's. I think it went reasonably well. They are definitely different than adults... I love them!

I truly saw and heard an older version of Napoleon Dynamite bear his testimony. His eyes were closed and it was very, what I would call, breathey. It was great. It's funny, I find myself being reminded of Napoleon Dynamite a lot here! :)

I stayed for the second wards testimony meeting so I could bear my testimony. I didn't bear mine in our meeting.

Yesterday, I went to Martin's cove and Devil's Gate. I went by myself. I loved it, but I prefer other people's company.

1 week ago I ate a crawdad. It was caught by Harley's friends in a trap. It was delicious and tasted like lobster. Mmmm...

I planted a tree. Go Green!

I went Elk bugeling (sp?) and found out there is a spray people put on themselves that actually smells like elk. I never knew. The stars in Wyoming are incredible.

2 weeks ago I almost ran out of gas.

I went to a college football game. OH so fun!

I took a 3 year old to the bathroom and never knew going to the bathroom could be such a joy. (Does that sound weird?!)

I saw snow on Sept. 21.

Welcome to the new, the exotic, Wyoming.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

La Cucaracha

Today I sang "La Cucaracha" and "La Bamba" over and over and over again. I may die before the performance at Halloween.

The truth is I enjoy it. Ok? That's the truth. I love using the microphone in front of the kids. I love hearing them sing in Spanish. I love singing.

However, what I wanted to write concerns one of my students. She totally flipped out today. A couple of her classmates got in trouble and I chatted with them about it. There was some negative energy in the room for sure. She suddenly burst in with a dramatic, "It's all my fault." I wasn't even talking to or about her. I certainly didn't understand the outburst. She said things like it was all her fault and that she was going to punish herself and bash her head onto the cement.

I was very confused. Still am really.

After getting the other kids working on a project in the computer room, I talked with Cheryl (name changed) for a while and she cried and flailed a bit. It was strange. The counselor was called and she came down and was able to get Cheryl to calm down a bit.

I am simply baffled. Did I cause or promote that outburst? How do I know what to do in that situation?

Why are teachers still human? I want to inspire and lift and love, but I get cranky sometimes. NO natural man, I am a teacher. I must be more than human!

Ta ta for now.

Posts from my other blog that I didn't know I was still blogging in

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Heroes in Shining Gym Clothes

Today I felt like a hero. It was a good feeling after a day of not feeling like one.

I was at cross country practice and I noticed the brand new girl from Tennessee had a few spots of blood on her pants. I took her into the hall and told her about it. She had started her period. I got her some tampons and some different pants and we were set.

Funny how such a small thing can make someone feel so good. Now that I think of it, that would've been a big deal to me, had I been in high school.

That was a tender mercy for me.

Thanks.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Shining Moments of Brilliance

Teaching is wonderful. I get to be with kids all day. I get to see them do awesome things everyday. I am blessed.

Last week, I had the chance to see one of my kids do something great. Around my classroom I have various computer chairs at the tables. I rotate the kids seats as much as I can so that kids can have equal opportunity to sit in the "comfy chairs." One of the groups had a boy named Trever in it. He talked to another girl in his group before class began. He asked her if another girl had had the comfy chair yet. He decided to give it to her without her even knowing it. Awesome! It warmed my heart for the rest of the day.

Another day and another situation. A boy in class was being incredibly obnoxious. I asked him to go to the hall so I could chat with him. I asked him what was going on. He told me that all the kids make fun of him because he is fat. Suddenly, I realized that I was in the junior high. I think I forget that occasionally. I told him that I didn't ask him to come have a chat with me because he was fat.

Fast forward. Later in the class period, I had the chance to ask two of the more confident students if they could do me a favor. I explained that Josh was having a tough time and I especially asked them if they would be really nice to Josh for me. They agreed. They are doing it! The next time I had the class, I noticed a huge difference in Josh, and it was all thanks to their attention and kindness. It was awesome.

Yep. Rewarding teaching is. (That's a quote from Yoda.)

Today, Jocelyn jumped right in to help me do the dishes.

Great kids come from Rawlins, Wyoming and hopefully great teachers too.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lack of gas in Wyoming

Have you ever run out of gas? I haven't.

I wasn't the one driving. I fell asleep in the back seat of the car and when I woke up we were at what looked like a gas station, but was apparently closed and had not gas. The gas gauge was already on empty and we had a decision. We could head toward our final destination of Laramie 45 miles away, or we could go the other direction to a town 35 miles away. We headed toward Laramie.

The driver's philosophy was get lots of momentum so we could coast forever on the downhill parts. Needless to say, we passed someone going uphill on a double yellow line. We passed two people in a construction zone with the flagger really flaging at us vigorously. We deserved to be pulled over, but we weren't.

We got to the last hill before Laramie and finally the gas was gone. We putted and struggled to get to the top, but, the momentum carried us through! We had made it into Laramie and were coasting down the last hill toward a promising street full of gas stations.

As we slow, we come up to a light. It's green. Then yellow. Then red. If we stop, we lose all momentum and the chosen gas station is on the other side of the light. Going 5 miles an hour, we go right on through the red light. The two boys get out to push and I reach up from the back seat to steer us into the gas station.

I've never broken so many traffic laws in one day before. It was hilarious.

I'm from Wyoming?

A week and a half ago, I went to Logan, Utah for church. It was fast and testimony meeting, so I got the chance to go up and talk about what I love the most.

After sharing my testimony, I added my name and where I was from. I said, "My name is Melody Anderson and I'm from Wyoming." The second it slipped from my lips I questioned if I had actually said it. I couldn't have, could I? I did. And I'm happy I did. There's no shame in being from Wyoming. In fact, it is quite the comical place.

Let me illustrate. I don't want to sound like I'm making fun, but practically everything is funny to me. Ask my brother. Once, our car broke down and I thought it was hysterical. I couldn't stop laughing. I couldn't understand why he didn't think it was funny.

Back to the Wyoming story. I was in church yesterday, and a guy was giving a talk. I love this man. He was talking about "holding to the rod-" a very common Book of Mormon idea. In the Book of Mormon, however, the rod is more like a hand rail leading us through rough times in life. It represents the word of God. In this wonderful man's story, he referred to the rod as his fishing rod! I can't help but smile about it now! I've never heard so many hunting/fishing stories from the pulpit in my life! I love it. If Jesus used parables his people could understand- so should Wyoming-ians. Wyomingites. Wyomianians. I don't know.

So why not be from Wyoming. I've moved in. I'm happy to be here.

Hi. Good to meet you. My name is Melody Anderson, and I'm from Wyoming. :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm from Wyoming?

A week and a half ago, I went to Logan, Utah for church. It was fast and testimony meeting, so I got the chance to go up and talk about what I love the most.

After sharing my testimony, I added my name and where I was from. I said, "My name is Melody Anderson and I'm from Wyoming." The second it slipped from my lips I questioned if I had actually said it. I couldn't have, could I? I did. And I'm happy I did. There's no shame in being from Wyoming. In fact, it is quite the comical place.

Let me illustrate. I don't want to sound like I'm making fun, but practically everything is funny to me. Ask my brother. Once, our car broke down and I thought it was hysterical. I couldn't stop laughing. I couldn't understand why he didn't think it was funny.

Back to the Wyoming story. I was in church yesterday, and a guy was giving a talk. I love this man. He was talking about "holding to the rod-" a very common Book of Mormon idea. In the Book of Mormon, however, the rod is more like a hand rail leading us through rough times in life. It represents the word of God. In this wonderful man's story, he referred to the rod as his fishing rod! I can't help but smile about it now! I've never heard so many hunting/fishing stories from the pulpit in my life! I love it. If Jesus used parables his people could understand- so should Wyoming-ians. Wyomingites. Wyomianians. I don't know.

So why not be from Wyoming. I've moved in. I'm happy to be here.

Hi. Good to meet you. My name is Melody Anderson, and I'm from Wyoming. :)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Heroes in Shining Gym Clothes

Today I felt like a hero. It was a good feeling after a day of not feeling like one.

I was at cross country practice and I noticed the brand new girl from Tennessee had a few spots of blood on her pants. I took her into the hall and told her about it. She had started her period. I got her some tampons and some different pants and we were set.

Funny how such a small thing can make someone feel so good. Now that I think of it, that would've been a big deal to me, had I been in high school.

That was a tender mercy for me.

Thanks.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Shining Moments of Brilliance

Teaching is wonderful. I get to be with kids all day. I get to see them do awesome things everyday. I am blessed.

Last week, I had the chance to see one of my kids do something great. Around my classroom I have various computer chairs at the tables. I rotate the kids seats as much as I can so that kids can have equal opportunity to sit in the "comfy chairs." One of the groups had a boy named Trever in it. He talked to another girl in his group before class began. He asked her if another girl had had the comfy chair yet. He decided to give it to her without her even knowing it. Awesome! It warmed my heart for the rest of the day.

Another day and another situation. A boy in class was being incredibly obnoxious. I asked him to go to the hall so I could chat with him. I asked him what was going on. He told me that all the kids make fun of him because he is fat. Suddenly, I realized that I was in the junior high. I think I forget that occasionally. I told him that I didn't ask him to come have a chat with me because he was fat.

Fast forward. Later in the class period, I had the chance to ask two of the more confident students if they could do me a favor. I explained that Josh was having a tough time and I especially asked them if they would be really nice to Josh for me. They agreed. They are doing it! The next time I had the class, I noticed a huge difference in Josh, and it was all thanks to their attention and kindness. It was awesome.

Yep. Rewarding teaching is. (That's a quote from Yoda.)

Today, Jocelyn jumped right in to help me do the dishes.

Great kids come from Rawlins, Wyoming and hopefully great teachers too.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lack of gas in Wyoming

Have you ever run out of gas? I haven't.

I wasn't the one driving. I fell asleep in the back seat of the car and when I woke up we were at what looked like a gas station, but was apparently closed and had not gas. The gas gauge was already on empty and we had a decision. We could head toward our final destination of Laramie 45 miles away, or we could go the other direction to a town 35 miles away. We headed toward Laramie.

The driver's philosophy was get lots of momentum so we could coast forever on the downhill parts. Needless to say, we passed someone going uphill on a double yellow line. We passed two people in a construction zone with the flagger really flaging at us vigorously. We deserved to be pulled over, but we weren't.

We got to the last hill before Laramie and finally the gas was gone. We putted and struggled to get to the top, but, the momentum carried us through! We had made it into Laramie and were coasting down the last hill toward a promising street full of gas stations.

As we slow, we come up to a light. It's green. Then yellow. Then red. If we stop, we lose all momentum and the chosen gas station is on the other side of the light. Going 5 miles an hour, we go right on through the red light. The two boys get out to push and I reach up from the back seat to steer us into the gas station.

I've never broken so many traffic laws in one day before. It was hilarious.

I'm from Wyoming?

A week and a half ago, I went to Logan, Utah for church. It was fast and testimony meeting, so I got the chance to go up and talk about what I love the most.

After sharing my testimony, I added my name and where I was from. I said, "My name is Melody Anderson and I'm from Wyoming." The second it slipped from my lips I questioned if I had actually said it. I couldn't have, could I? I did. And I'm happy I did. There's no shame in being from Wyoming. In fact, it is quite the comical place.

Let me illustrate. I don't want to sound like I'm making fun, but practically everything is funny to me. Ask my brother. Once, our car broke down and I thought it was hysterical. I couldn't stop laughing. I couldn't understand why he didn't think it was funny.

Back to the Wyoming story. I was in church yesterday, and a guy was giving a talk. I love this man. He was talking about "holding to the rod-" a very common Book of Mormon idea. In the Book of Mormon, however, the rod is more like a hand rail leading us through rough times in life. It represents the word of God. In this wonderful man's story, he referred to the rod as his fishing rod! I can't help but smile about it now! I've never heard so many hunting/fishing stories from the pulpit in my life! I love it. If Jesus used parables his people could understand- so should Wyoming-ians. Wyomingites. Wyomianians. I don't know.

So why not be from Wyoming. I've moved in. I'm happy to be here.

Hi. Good to meet you. My name is Melody Anderson, and I'm from Wyoming. :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm from Wyoming?

A week and a half ago, I went to Logan, Utah for church. It was fast and testimony meeting, so I got the chance to go up and talk about what I love the most.

After sharing my testimony, I added my name and where I was from. I said, "My name is Melody Anderson and I'm from Wyoming." The second it slipped from my lips I questioned if I had actually said it. I couldn't have, could I? I did. And I'm happy I did. There's no shame in being from Wyoming. In fact, it is quite the comical place.

Let me illustrate. I don't want to sound like I'm making fun, but practically everything is funny to me. Ask my brother. Once, our car broke down and I thought it was hysterical. I couldn't stop laughing. I couldn't understand why he didn't think it was funny.

Back to the Wyoming story. I was in church yesterday, and a guy was giving a talk. I love this man. He was talking about "holding to the rod-" a very common Book of Mormon idea. In the Book of Mormon, however, the rod is more like a hand rail leading us through rough times in life. It represents the word of God. In this wonderful man's story, he referred to the rod as his fishing rod! I can't help but smile about it now! I've never heard so many hunting/fishing stories from the pulpit in my life! I love it. If Jesus used parables his people could understand- so should Wyoming-ians. Wyomingites. Wyomianians. I don't know.

So why not be from Wyoming. I've moved in. I'm happy to be here.

Hi. Good to meet you. My name is Melody Anderson, and I'm from Wyoming. :)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

MelinWY

August 19, 2009

It appears as though I completely forgot about my blog since I started it a year ago! Here's another entry from a totally new location and point in my life. Perhaps my blog will continue to be unknown to the world and I will be able to post yearly blogs with no anxieties to anyone... :)

Today was my first day of work in good old Rawlins, Wyoming. My favorite parts of the day were:

1) I was actually doing something and getting paid for it.

2) In Rawlins, Wyoming, there are a variety of combo companies. 1- The saloon/laundromat. Yeah. I'm not kidding. The funny thing to me is that it's not only a combo, but it's called a saloon! Ha. Dr. Quinn reruns here I come.
2- A store in town is called "Groceries and Guns" or vice versa, I'm not sure which. That way I'll be sure to shoot my antelope while chowing down on my pb&j wonderbread sandwich.

3) There are antelope all over the place. Apparently, they are friendly enough you can go up to them and pet them.

4) I found out about the $2000 dollar signing bonus they are giving me for coming to this antelope infested town.

5) I went running and loved it.

Things are looking up in my new found desert land.